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08-02-2025

These past few days I haven't been sleeping well. I feel incredibly drained and tired, but also just... hopeless, sometimes. I've been thinking about how I'm probably the "emptiest" alter, the one with the least amount of personality. I have a few likes and dislikes, sure, but my identity and who I am and who I want to be is all jumbled up. Discovering I am (probably) a system made a lot of things click, as a host. I thought "Oh THIS is why I keep feeling different!", but that also made me realize that without the influence of any other alter, I'm just me. And that "me" is sad, empty and tired. I want to be more than that, but I fear that is just who I am and that there isn't much to be done about it.